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Everyone is maturing into their natural name & function of the natural discipline joining unto the fulfillment of the law. It is not god nor christ nor buddha they search for but themselves. I am not to be a tree but something just as incredible & impossible to be without joining the beings already abiding in the natural law. I know my true name & i divulge it to no one but sweat in silence not to live a long life of meaningless fritterings & dissipation but a life that will eventually fulfill the natural law therefore i put on discipline & much silence of meditation. Being aimless & devoid of the natural law for a brief season i drove without destination thinking i was rich in junk but poor in essence, not knowing i would be required to become a part of matter: earth, water, wind & thereof to help pull the train. But now i know & i am doing the true labour for i see it is impossible to escape joining matter to come round again. Therefore i sweat in silence & what i know keep in silence henceforth, because the knowing is fearful & powerful & not divulged for there are no words to divulge that truth & essence of experience. The word not name – jesus means to awaken from the grief put on the being by the selfishness of societies & empires & so join unto the natural law. Buddha (word) means to awaken to the natural law. Moses (word) means to have awakened & now sitting in the straight-backed chair of discipline to achieve. Lao-Tsu (word) the old lion maintaining forever that joining unto the natural law. Again i say – everyone must find their true name of the natural law & join to it. This is the true learning of the mind & body. And if you join nature with societies thought of selfishness they will see that you cycle round & round living but dead not knowing why you live but dissipating. Herein is wisdom to the wise written by one having been round & round in right-wise-ness. The greater part of living is (that which those ones call “dead”) becoming joined to nature to pull the chariot. Selfishness has been rendered obsolete & therefore life’s rude beings they disdain true life only to become the thorns on the raspberry bush or the shit of a deer. But i have known of estates far superior to the jails of human palaces & they are eternal & come round in the arc of the sabbaton. Search out your true labour. Join unto them now in this life & be not fearful but trustworthy, so that you may be given a labour which you care to remember in the living of societies. And so doing prepare for that labour as you go round & round in the mandala of lives of the sabbaton. And it is that knowledge & the logos that have sustained me in my cyclings around in these cold & lying societies of this underworld and haades. That knowledge & the logos will sustain even you & be your truest pleasure of living of lives. What wonderment – they have made even “death” a pleasure by the discipline leading unto the fullness of the law. For i could not experience the joy of the ascendant mind fully in the ascendant world, but by discipline & the joy of discipline i experience that here in this underworld. -- Buffalo (tou tovxa) * * * * * * *
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